Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Strange how difficult it has become to write these days.... the words just don't seem to come, i have to force them out. Yet, I could remember a time when they used to flow so easily....... All I had was a starting trouble - and a stopping one, because once I started I could not stop. Now it's all become so difficult. Probably because I am out of practice. Started this blog to get me back in shape, so to speak. And has been avoiding it like the plague. Didn't like to see one more sign of how lazy I've become, I guess. Oh, there are so many excuses, work, children, partner all of whom are demanding, blah blah blah. But sooner or later, I had to face the truth, I guess. I have grown too lazy, didn't want to take the trouble. And also, am not comfortable with the whole concept of a blog. I mean to write down your thoughts and maybe even your feelings where anyone can read it just doesn't seem right......or even safe!! Anyway, I guess everyone has enough to do with their lives to pay attention to somebody else whom they had never even seen!! So finally, I'm off to a start with this. About time too!!
There are days and then there are days. Today was one of the good ones. At least on the work front. I managed to clean up my desk and left the office with a feeling of accomplishment!!
Home front is not very encouraging right now. My partner has gone on a training and will be away for a few more days. So it's rather tough on me right now, no one to share the load, no one to help me unwind at the end of a long day and as always, work seem to follow me home!!